I know I don’t come off well here. I know that I seem petty, selfish and a bit of an asshole. I’ve gotten to know these two people over the past few months, have heard their struggles with trying to get a job and I truly am glad that they’ve gotten back into the workforce. But dammit, I can’t get a nibble.

So yes, I’m glad for them, but I can’t shake this cloud I’m under. I don’t see why I can’t get an opportunity like others have.