Yes, I normally won’t take my cell phone with me when I walk or jog at the park. Usually because in the summer, I don’t have many available pockets and when I’m jogging I don’t want to shake the phone.

Aside from that, I really don’t have much confidence that the recruiter will call me back. Or if he does that he’ll set up an interview for me. Or if I get that interview that they’ll offer me a job. Or if they offer me a job, that it’ll be worth taking.

If you can’t tell already, I’ve lost a lot of confidence this year of my chance to ever get a job again.